So my premium is out so you know what that means..Commission time! XD
Also my sister up in Michigan is sending me a gift
this friday...Its the thought that counts yes, and blahblah amie she didnt have to give you anything- but heres the thing. She shouldn't have. NO really...she shouldn't have. Everytime she buys something for me, I. FUCKING. HATE. IT. And I cant tell her because she gets all offended and pissy!! Which I guess thats to be expected, but its HER FAULT FOR NEVER LISTENING TO ME AND HEARING OUT WHAT I LIKE!!! No! WHAT I LIKE! She pushes on me what SHE LIKES! For instance she thought I needed to wear more color and got me A LIME. FUCKING. GREEN. HOODIE. WITH HOT PINK ON IT.
LIME GREEN AND HOT PINK.
I AM GOTHIC.
IF IT AINT BLACK I AINT WEARIN' IT.
"Omg amie theres people out there freezing to death who'd love that hoodie!!"
Good. GIVE IT TO THEM! I DONT NEED IT.
She knew this and out of disrespect for my style she gives me this godawful thing, because shes trying to change me into the family's cute, girly, cookie-cutter christian girl. No. Just no.
Then she got me a grey peacoat.... Its cute enough. But the material is horrible and the sleeves are incredibly tight. I cannot move my arms in it whatsoever and their too short anyways and it matches nothing i wear obviously.
But basicly she will push anything she feels like on me and if I dont like it, "GODDAMIT AMBER I DIDNT HAVE TO GET YOU ANYTHING!"
Well, good. Because you shouldn't have....no really. you shouldn't have..
Indeed I realize you see me as an ungreatful little bitch at this point. But yes I know I love her for thinking of me and trying to spoil me, but stop. Just stop. Give me a hug, love me as I am, stop trying to change me and butter up to me with gifts. Im fine without them in the first place, wheather its something I love or hate, I dont need the gifts, just be my sister and accept me for who I am already...Your anime-lovin nerdy gothic lil sister....
Thats probably the greatest gift you could ever give me. And all I can do is skype you and when I open that box Im gonna cringe because you really dont understand what I like and what Im into and your gonna get pissed, and Im gonna fake-love it for you and never let you know I never touch it so you will think you've made me happy..
thats all i can do..